Thursday, April 16, 2009 '
Sad...................................
Im already upset about leaving dance, nutpals.
And just reading 2 of juniors' lj (Wen Qi & Peizhi) on their dedications to me, it made me sadder. They couldnt bear the thought of us leaving and they've been rly sweet. The Farqhuars clique - Christine,Joselyn,Anisha,Perlin,Peizhi,Irene,WenQi,Kailin,Chujun,Rolynn.
U know what they did? They made us certificates on each & every one of us seniors. At first when we were in LT, awaiting for results, they presented 最 (...) awards to us. That was their surprise. We all seniors were guessing which awards are ours. For 最黑 Award, Yi Xia & I wondered is which of us. It was mine. I went up getting th certificate, like hong xin da jiang except there were no speeches. We were all photographed. Love them all! All of us dancers cried. It was rly heartwrenching just to see one another cry. ): We hugged one another. I couldnt take it esp when Peizhi came crying to me saying we seniors will not be coming back anymore. They she bu de us. My tears didnt spill out though, it only welled up. But seriously, I was feeling sooo down inside & upset & couldnt bear the thought of leaving dance & juniors. )): I want to cry out, but I dont know y I cant. Its very xin ku, to have all th sadness stuck inside of me, only tears welling up and I kept blinking them back. I want to tell Wen Qi & Pei zhi to do our dance proud & they did great during this syf! I will miss you two also!! Big thanks to Farqhuars! Nutpals love you also!!
Okay, I shall briefly write abt whad happen on Syf day.
It was the day we've been waiting for, 14th April 2009, we practised so hard just for 6 minutes on stage. We were damn nervous plus we saw other schools doing their pro moves. It made us feel kind of inferior. Although we are not. Once it was our turn to get up on stage, we gave it our best shot, danced like crazy, be as kisiao as possible, smile as wide as possible! I heard fr Shayna that one judge was falling asleep. When it reached th second part of th dance, the 'hot' part, he immediately shot up. Lol! Aft our dance, Xiu Zhen came lying on me crying. We all cried - Nutpals. Dancers went to have our group shot at our legendary spot (as Poh Kang says). There were mostly +ve comments abt our dance but teacher said it wasnt our best. For +ve comments, we tot they were comforting us only, not speaking th truth. Then in th bus on th way back, I saw how Nutpals cried like as if its the end of the world. I did also but it was on & off. Its like I can feel them coming, my eyes feeling th starting of wanting to cry but tears did not spill. Its so pekcek. Having it all stuck inside me, unable to release them out thoroughly does not feel good. At night, I did manage to tear. Just thinking abt dance. Each of us even said a small speech on y we cried, confessing that we were afraid of leaving one another, leaving dance etc etc. We can never experience the same feelings we had before Syf. This year will be our last Syf. The anxiety, working hard tgt bla.
For Nutpals ->Chomel, Kelly, Bestie, Winnie, Yi Xia, Xiu Zhen, Shayna.
Hey Nuts, I will never forget all of our beautiful memories that we accumulated during the four years in cchy dance. Each & every one of you is special in your way & adds on to part of my life. I still remember how we dont know each other at all. Then Bestie, Wong & Me got to know Melly, Winnie, Daughter Ho, Xiu Zhen, Shayna. We had a lot of crazy & fun moments together. When I say crazy, I really mean barmy, lunatic, insane. Haha. There will always be laughter when we are together (: Mostly, whenever it reaches Thursday, I will feel happy & relax coz there will be dance & I can get to see you all! We shared, we teared, we joyed. Thinking back on our moments together, it makes me smile or laugh. Example: Kelly tied the Pe shorts string over her neck, did ji ben gong and... even fell down. LOL! I cannot bear to leave you all lah. Im afraid it all wont be the same anymore. 10 years down the road, will we still remember each other? Will we still be meeting up? Will we still be as close as now? I hope so. Lets not be sad anymore k? Lets treasure the moments we spend together for now. We can still dance whenever we feel like, anywhere, anytime, I wouldnt care. Lol! I Love Nutpals (:
So we got back our results today. Aft our Napfa, we faster went to LT to know the results. Btw, I pass my Napfa. Left 2.4.
SO, want to know what dance got?
LISTEN TO TMR ANNOUNCEMENT LOR!
Keeping You In Suspense.
We love dance because we have a passion for it. We dont aim to must win. The important thing is that when we are dancing, we enjoy ourselves thoroughly, we put our hearts into it. We dont have to dance professionally. We dont have to be that good. We just let loose ourselves, enjoy the music & dance. We do know about a thing or two. More than you. So dont take us for nothing. Dance is something.
Im already upset about leaving dance, nutpals.
And just reading 2 of juniors' lj (Wen Qi & Peizhi) on their dedications to me, it made me sadder. They couldnt bear the thought of us leaving and they've been rly sweet. The Farqhuars clique - Christine,Joselyn,Anisha,Perlin,Peizhi,Irene,WenQi,Kailin,Chujun,Rolynn.
U know what they did? They made us certificates on each & every one of us seniors. At first when we were in LT, awaiting for results, they presented 最 (...) awards to us. That was their surprise. We all seniors were guessing which awards are ours. For 最黑 Award, Yi Xia & I wondered is which of us. It was mine. I went up getting th certificate, like hong xin da jiang except there were no speeches. We were all photographed. Love them all! All of us dancers cried. It was rly heartwrenching just to see one another cry. ): We hugged one another. I couldnt take it esp when Peizhi came crying to me saying we seniors will not be coming back anymore. They she bu de us. My tears didnt spill out though, it only welled up. But seriously, I was feeling sooo down inside & upset & couldnt bear the thought of leaving dance & juniors. )): I want to cry out, but I dont know y I cant. Its very xin ku, to have all th sadness stuck inside of me, only tears welling up and I kept blinking them back. I want to tell Wen Qi & Pei zhi to do our dance proud & they did great during this syf! I will miss you two also!! Big thanks to Farqhuars! Nutpals love you also!!
Okay, I shall briefly write abt whad happen on Syf day.
It was the day we've been waiting for, 14th April 2009, we practised so hard just for 6 minutes on stage. We were damn nervous plus we saw other schools doing their pro moves. It made us feel kind of inferior. Although we are not. Once it was our turn to get up on stage, we gave it our best shot, danced like crazy, be as kisiao as possible, smile as wide as possible! I heard fr Shayna that one judge was falling asleep. When it reached th second part of th dance, the 'hot' part, he immediately shot up. Lol! Aft our dance, Xiu Zhen came lying on me crying. We all cried - Nutpals. Dancers went to have our group shot at our legendary spot (as Poh Kang says). There were mostly +ve comments abt our dance but teacher said it wasnt our best. For +ve comments, we tot they were comforting us only, not speaking th truth. Then in th bus on th way back, I saw how Nutpals cried like as if its the end of the world. I did also but it was on & off. Its like I can feel them coming, my eyes feeling th starting of wanting to cry but tears did not spill. Its so pekcek. Having it all stuck inside me, unable to release them out thoroughly does not feel good. At night, I did manage to tear. Just thinking abt dance. Each of us even said a small speech on y we cried, confessing that we were afraid of leaving one another, leaving dance etc etc. We can never experience the same feelings we had before Syf. This year will be our last Syf. The anxiety, working hard tgt bla.
For Nutpals ->Chomel, Kelly, Bestie, Winnie, Yi Xia, Xiu Zhen, Shayna.
Hey Nuts, I will never forget all of our beautiful memories that we accumulated during the four years in cchy dance. Each & every one of you is special in your way & adds on to part of my life. I still remember how we dont know each other at all. Then Bestie, Wong & Me got to know Melly, Winnie, Daughter Ho, Xiu Zhen, Shayna. We had a lot of crazy & fun moments together. When I say crazy, I really mean barmy, lunatic, insane. Haha. There will always be laughter when we are together (: Mostly, whenever it reaches Thursday, I will feel happy & relax coz there will be dance & I can get to see you all! We shared, we teared, we joyed. Thinking back on our moments together, it makes me smile or laugh. Example: Kelly tied the Pe shorts string over her neck, did ji ben gong and... even fell down. LOL! I cannot bear to leave you all lah. Im afraid it all wont be the same anymore. 10 years down the road, will we still remember each other? Will we still be meeting up? Will we still be as close as now? I hope so. Lets not be sad anymore k? Lets treasure the moments we spend together for now. We can still dance whenever we feel like, anywhere, anytime, I wouldnt care. Lol! I Love Nutpals (:
So we got back our results today. Aft our Napfa, we faster went to LT to know the results. Btw, I pass my Napfa. Left 2.4.
SO, want to know what dance got?
LISTEN TO TMR ANNOUNCEMENT LOR!
Keeping You In Suspense.
We love dance because we have a passion for it. We dont aim to must win. The important thing is that when we are dancing, we enjoy ourselves thoroughly, we put our hearts into it. We dont have to dance professionally. We dont have to be that good. We just let loose ourselves, enjoy the music & dance. We do know about a thing or two. More than you. So dont take us for nothing. Dance is something.
